Hey there bow friends,
So this is about the time where I reflect on my resolutions from last month. Instead we’re going to talk about failure. Last month I aimed to jumpstart healthy eating and exercise habits and let me tell you, I failed hard. My health has been on a downward spiral for the last few months. I don’t want to sit here and complain about it because I don’t really want to throw negativity everywhere.
The point is, I failed and that’s okay as long as I’ve learned from it. I have learned a lot actually. I have been extremely stressed and depressed for a while now and I am very weak when I’m undergoing all of the emotions. That means all sense of discipline is out the door. I eat recklessly. Sometimes 100% healthy, sometimes 50% or 75%, and sometimes just way too much. I eat out even though I’m broke. All I want to do is sleep constantly. It’s been weird. I’ve been making not so great decisions as you may be able to tell, but this month is going to be about moving forward. I’ve started vlogging during spring break and I talked about all this stuff in the first one as well as went shopping and baked a banana bread (Yup, I’m a domestic goddess.). I noticed vlogging makes me feel better so I want to pursue it. Have a watch if you’d like, I would appreciate it greatly. Okay enough sadness.
Let’s end this on a positive note. All March long I’ll be doing #MarchMatteness. All March long I’ll be reviewing and recommending matte products. I’m extremely excited about it and have loved testing out all of the products. The first day of #MarchMatteness will be up later this week so keep your eye out for it!
Thanks for letting me vent a little. You’re all the best.
We shall talk soon.
-Tara Joy ♥